Some Questions

Hi C,

Thanks for your interest in the class. Unfortunately only one other person responded. So there is no class. I am open to answering any questions you might have in regards to anything the class might have covered (or anything else for that matter). Being abroad would be no restriction. I answered several questions for the other person and haven’t heard from them since. Chuckle. It’s kind of funny how things go.

 

My conclusion is that metaphysics and spirituality are on the way out for the average person. There still remain some people that actually live the stuff though, like myself.  For me none of this is theory but is daily experience and daily practice.

 

I can honestly say that  I don’t know where anyone would find more useful and practical information and tips. I’ve done everything the hard way, but I’ve done it. Now I’m in  the process of keeping things to myself and moving on. I am limiting how much I share when people won’t even ask  questions.

 

So, I would be more than glad to share if you are willing to ask, how can I help you?

 

Hi Joe,

Forgive me that I answered your kind letter a little late – I was in a business trip overseas.

I cannot really understand the reluctance of people on these matters, because all my life, from may be 5-6 years on, I all wondered the meaning of life (and still does).

I was born to a Muslim family – not so fanatic one – and I started from investigating within that frame first. Shortly I turned out to be atheist for the teenager times.

By time I build some meaning, and suppose that I found, then by time it appears that I couldn’t really, then I build some more, and it repeats again…(But I believe in the process I learn somewhat.)

Sometimes while talking to people, I put some hints in my speech (like you do sometimes), and think that the person will curiously ask me some more on that…but interestingly the person just stops the subject.

Previously  I was feeling that it was a very big wondering I had, but recently it turned out to a feeling of urgency – as if I need to hurry not to miss a big chance or that sort. 

Anyway, I really appreciate that you will answer my questions, and I really have a lot.

I will ask – as I did a few times previously – and hope I don’t give you a burden.

My sincere regards.

C.

 

Hi Joe,

Related to what you mention as abyss, I found this explanation :

”Physicists would describe plasma as ionized gas, whereas a skilled occultist would describe plasma as a hidden plane / dimension between the gaseous and the fourth etheric plane.Plasmatic plane between the physical and etheric is the hidden location where the Archons have concealed most of their darkness and it was their utmost secret.  Plasmatic plane was created as a result of torsion forces between the physical and etheric as a direct consequence of cosmic anomaly when the universe was created and is also called the Abyss. It can be accessed  (not recommended!) through hidden portals that can be found inside sephira daath on the kabalistic tree of life.

There is another plane similar to plasma, but on a much higher octave, between the higher mental (manasic) and the buddhic plane. That plane is called the buddhi-manas membrane and separates realms of Oneness from realms of duality. This membrane was created as a result of torsion forces between the mental and buddhic (intuitional) plane as a direct consequence of cosmic anomaly when the universe was created. This membrane is the first thing that separated us from the Source when we descended into Creation as sparks of conscoiouness long time ago in galactic history.”

What do you say about the writer of these?

He is very knowledgable, but I have doubths about his source and intensions.

Warm regards.

 

Hi C,

It is interesting that I recently listened to the Koran while at work. It took four days to get through it. I thought that I should at least be familiar with it

 

In regards to the abyss and what you quoted below.

 

First I would like to say that what one believes is important. It is important because what we believe acts as a container for astral energies. When sealed tightly it allows the forces inside it to build up and manifest things. A narrow minded person can achieve more than an open minded person because their thoughts are closed off and sealed tightly. So one of the most important things in occultism is a belief system that has no holes in it. Thoughts become emotions and emotions cause us to physically act. This is the general process as the trapped energy builds.

 

What you describe below seems useless and full of holes to me since I believe differently. Since you have just found this, it means that it is cluttering up your belief system unless it resonates strongly with you. It’s junk! Each person must create their own personal system and it doesn’t matter what it is.

 

My system, the OAK system, makes use of Dewey Larson’s reciprocal general field theory. He postulates three dimensions of space/time and three dimensions of time/space which are connected by the speed of light. This is useful because it gives a three dimensional physical world which we live in and also gives a three dimensional astral or non-physical world which our astral selves or non-physical awareness can live in.

 

The OAK system postulates that there is 118 astral layers, one for each element and represents the non-physical aspects of those elements. There are seven possible electron rings in an atom and each completed ring represents a barrier or completion that is difficult to cross. Seven possible electron rings means seven possible abysses or barriers between astral worlds. I call these astral worlds or energies:

 

Abstract Spiritual energy or world-Concrete Spiritual energy or world (first inner ring consisting of hydrogen and helium.

 

Abstract Mental energy or world

Concrete Mental energy or world

Upper Emotional energy or world

Lower Emotional energy or world

Etheric Energy or world

Sexual Energy or world

 

Each electron ring or world contains electrons or sparks of sensory awareness that may be developed. Each spark of sensory awareness gives information of a particular element and belongs to a particular world. When you have all the sparks of sensory awareness in a given electron ring you have complete sensory awareness of that non-physical world.

 

In my OAK system the great abyss is the complete electron barrier between the first electron ring and the second. It is the barrier between abstract mental thought and intuitive/self evident cosmic consciousness or Christ awareness. In the OTO this is recognized as the death of the human ego (or mental awareness when it is crossed.) In the kabbalah it is the crossing into the archetypal kingdom or sephiroth of Binah. For me it is sensory awareness moving from the astral level of Lithium to that of Helium. There is a barrier that must be crossed.

 

The sexual plane is the plane that most sounds like a plasma field and is the astral plane closest to the earth. It consists of the outermost electron ring with 32 sparks of sensory awareness possible. This plane and the etheric plane both have 32 sparks of sensory awareness and create highly detailed worlds and highly sensitive astral bodies when developed.

 

Most humans do not function consciously at the higher or lower levels or planes. Beyond these are magnetic vortexes or “black holes” and “white holes” and beyond them is the photon/electricity at the higher level and our physical and cellular world at the lower end.

 

So I personally do not recognize any of the material quoted as valid. It doesn’t mix with what I already believe. What is important is how it fits in with what you believe. I hope this is clear?

 

Traditionally crossing the great abyss is to cross from logic and reason through insanity into a new Christ consciousness that is equally valid or more valid as it is no longer of duality.

 

-joe

 

Hi Joe,

Thank you for your answer.

I hoped that Koran had been just a bullshit. Some candid Muslims believe that some so-called muslims have a very distorted understanding of Koran. What I believe is, it is the very purpose that it was made written to be understood exactly like this – I mean some to understand that ”wrong”, and some to understand it very naively. What was your interpretetion after listening to Koran?

Your understanding of dimensions are almost same as Adam Weishaupt’s Bavarian Illuminati’s view. They say that total 7 dimensions exist, 3 physical (mathematics being x,y,z co-ordinates), 3 astral (imaginary) (math. being ix,iy,iz imaginary co-ordinates – i is defined as the number its square is minus1) and 7th being zero (center of all coordinates – realm (dimension) of light (and source). 

Still I could not understand the 5th dimension ascension issue on all this definition. Is it ascension to 5th density (not dimension) actually?

I somewhat understood the importance of belief. Actually the reality in the universe being fluid, so that it somewhat  allows manifestations. And what we live in this world is a kind of frozen reality, we are being somehow forced to accept this ”rigidity/strict sequencial being”.

Warm regards.

 

C.

 

Hi C,

After listening to the Koran I thought about the differences between it, the Jewish Kabbalah and Christianity. Please understand that mystics and philosophers exist in all religions. This is very general in nature.

 

Some people find spirituality in following the rules and seeing those that break the rules punished. This is the astral level of concrete mental energies. It Is where mental energy is used to follow established patterns of thought or “rules”. These people need rules to live happily. This is the level that the Koran was written for and at.

 

Some people find spirituality in making rules and finding the loopholes within existing rules. These are the lawyers, philosophers, mathematicians and so on. They like to solve puzzles. This is the astral level of abstract mental energies. These people need puzzles to live happily. This is the level the Jewish Kabbalah was written at.

 

Some people find spirituality in the unity in life where all paradox is resolved. This is where Einstein developed his theory that matter and energy are interchangeable. At this level they throw out the rules, through out the puzzles and simplify things to their essence. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you!”; “We are all part of one another”. This is the level where Christianity originated. This level is strongly tied to the “heart” level.

 

Some people find spirituality in simplicity of life and living. They have love in their hearts for all things. The thing is that this “passion” and “love” can be turned to evil purpose if the “mind” has become “superior”. This is the religion of the heart and understood by all peoples of the world. It exists within all religions of the world.

 

In this it might be stated that the true purpose of all religion is to subdue the mental and bring it back under the rule of the heart. This is my understanding.

 

In regards to Weishaupt, I would say that my system says that seven three dimensional non-physical levels exist in perfect balance with a physical world of three dimensions. This is different than the Bavarian view. The fourth dimension is the Upper Emotonal level of the heart center and the fifth dimension is the first level of mental energies, Concrete mental energies, that of the Koran, ironically; that of joy in following rules and seeing those that don’t follow the rules punished.

 

My own experience and understanding has shown me that it is disaster to live in only one level and call that the true level. Awareness must exist in all levels in a healthy and balanced manner, ruled by the normal human ego or “observer self” which is created in fourth density.

 

I see normal human awareness existing in the present moment in fourth density or the heart level with the lower levels representing the past and the higher levels representing the future as both being plastic. By functioning at the higher and lower levels we can bring changes to our fourth density present moment awareness. The world that surrounds us or seems to surround us is a hologram half created by ourselves and half created by the collective life around us. It is the manifestation of where our inner world meets the inner world of other life forms and shows us the result.

 

I enjoy this answering of questions and wonder if it would be alright to post your questions and these answers on  my blog so others may enjoy them as well?

 

-joe

 

Hi Joe,

Of course you can post these on your blog.

But who/what punishes the ones who didn’t follow the rules? Don’t say they punish themselves! May be they contribute (allow) by half. Who/what consciousness is the other half?

Warm regards.

C.

 

Some people find spirituality in following the rules and seeing those that break the rules punished. This is the astral level of concrete mental energies. It Is where mental energy is used to follow established patterns of thought or “rules”,

I remembered the theory of bi-cameral brain, the persons who have the bi-cameral brain are actually happy when they’re told to do something by an ”authority”. They readily follow the rules. As far as I remember it is a connection miss of left and right half of the brain. And about 65% of all humanity are bi-cameral!

I think it was an intended attempt put into human DNA by someone who created Homo Sapiens…god? The punisher?

”Some people find spirituality in making rules and finding the loopholes within existing rules. These are the lawyers, philosophers, mathematicians and so on. They like to solve puzzles. This is the astral level of abstract mental energies. These people need puzzles to live happily. This is the level the Jewish Kabbalah was written at.”

 

Is it written to keep them busy at that level, rather than help them to progress?

 

Warm regards.

C.

 

That is very perceptive! One of the best ways to make someone harmless is to have them put all their life force into infinite regression type questions such as “How many angels can sit on the end of a pin?” or “What happens when you die?” Of course in today’s world the favorite method of rendering someone harmless is to have them pour their life force into video games and television. It is not the going into one’s head that is important; but the integration of the head energy with physical reality. That is what the powers that be are afraid of.

 

Remember simplicity is what allows the energy to build so that manifestation can happen. Complexity where things are so complex that energy is continually lost is the enemy. The balance needs to be just perfect for things to be complex enough to allow you personal freedom of expression, but not so complex that your energy can not ever be focused.

 

-joe

 

Thanks for allowing these to be posted and feel free to ask as many questions as you want. Others will be interested in them as well. Of course the ones that follow the rules are the ones that punish those that don’t follow the rules. The “good” always punish the “evil”. But what happens in a world where “good” vs “evil” does not exist but instead becomes “male” vs “female”? That is the challenge of today’s new world. The true nature of duality is not good/evil but male/female.

 

-joe

 

 

 

The Hierarchy

It has become obvious this past year that the astral is created as a network or web of interconnecting lines of energy;thought energy;spiritual energy;mental energy;sexual energy; physical energy and this energy moves from person to person or object to object. Dreams are the connecting and severing of these energy connections. This happens all the time. Different life forms can function at different levels of this network.

Through this process some events are given the energy they need to manifest and some things are prevented from getting the energy they need to manifest. As in nature some individuals are more energetically powerful than others. They bring form to the astral planes, shaping them in accordance with their own wills and desires. The rest fill in the gaps and there is an infinity of gaps! Each person literally creates and lives in their own world except for those places where their world intersects with the worlds of others. At that intersection point something has to give and it will yeild in favor of the one with the most energy.

In the past this energetic model has been a top-down model with those able to manipulate the higher mental and spiritual levels having the maximum say in how things are formed and distributed. This top-down model has been literally turned upside down as earth now generates more energy than is coming in from other sources. Those able to tap into the energies of mother earth are most able to create the environments they desire to live in.

This move to a new energy model has happened in the past and been termed the “changing of the gods”. The old gods have been kicked out of the heavens and the new gods are being installed. Who are the new gods? Those with the most vital life force energy! They are human and non-human, animal and vegetable; intelligent and not-so-intelligent; but one thing is shared; They are Powerful! They are here!

The new pantheon makes use of modern technology and science as the building block of a new organic metaphysical and spiritual reality. Magick, Spirituality and the development of the soul and its powers now happen through the application of known science and organic processes and not through superstitious practices and beliefs.

What I’m getting at here is that none of the old mumbo-jumbo metaphysics will work any more and is now officially obsolete! Everything must first pass through a filter of pure science or organic processing before it can move on. Think Star Wars, not Planet of the Apes!

Look around! Fringe society is just that; fringe society! If you can’t balance all the energies you are “unbalanced”. There is no specific energy that will give the answers any more. The answer is to balance all the energies. Specialization will lead to disaster!

In the old eon those at the top got to shape things. Now those who can juggle and balance all the energies get to shape things. They are the new hierarchy. Everyone else gets to fill in the missing parts inbetween. If you do not operate from a multi-dimensional awareness you are screwed! You will miss opportunities and be taken advantage of. Those with the ability to operate multi-dimensionally will be more competetive than those who can’t. This is the new evolutionary leap that all life has taken.

This deals with the concept of unity, a type of unity that requires a balance of all the parts, not a reduction to the most basic elements. The reduction to the most basic elements is now counter-evolutionary and does more harm than good. When all the parts are in balance; things work as they are supposed to. It doesn’t matter how smart one is, but how balanced one is!

Those unable to live in balance will destroy their own lives through an inability to live and flourish. Those that can’t live within their means will be in deep trouble. Those that can’t balance their check books will be in deep trouble. Those that can’t hold their beer are in deep trouble and so it goes! One moves forward in balance and moderation; in empowerment.

 

The Problem and the Solution; Heaven, Hell and Tradition

The Problem and the Solution; Heaven, Hell and Tradition

 

This might be the most important post I’ve ever written! In any case, I’m writing this information down so that I never forget it. I’ve just finished a three month stretch of listening to books while at work and today the final piece of the puzzle snapped into place! I had just finished listening to “The Mass Psychology of Fascism” and “The Function of the Orgasm” by Wilhelm Reich. What follows might not be completely understandable to many readers; I’m still processing it myself.

 

For those following my latest posts you may recall that after listening to some books by Jacob Boehme I made the connection between the holy Trinity, the throne of God, Lucifer, the wrath of God, the Christ and other spiritual realities with the creation of our world as described through the general field theory of Dewey Larson. This included three dimensions of space/time, known as the material and physical reality as well as the three dimensions of its reciprocal time/space known as the astral planes. In this reciprocal universe of time/space all 118 possible elements are represented as astral layers. These astral layers form seven astral worlds as represented by the seven electron rings around the heaviest possible atom. The universe of space/time and the universe of time/space are joined together in a massive resonance circuit, with a tremendous “tank” current flowing between them. A change in one universe is reflected by a change in the other universe.

 

In any case, “the throne of God, the holy Trinity, the goddess” are all represented literally within each atom within our universe. This means God, the holy Trinity and everything else is found within each cell of our physical body and literally within everything that exists! Each atom is a fountain of photon energy pouring out into us and into our world. “Zero point energy” is the same thing, the energy pouring forth from the nuclear center of every atom that exists.

 

Wilhelm Reich’s book “The Function of the Orgasm” spoke of the “emotional plague” that humanity suffers. He also spoke of his discovery of biological energy and how this blocked energy, primarily sexual energy, is responsible for most mental and emotional illness if not all mental and emotional illness in our world. He also spoke of how hopeless and frustrating it was because humanity always chose to block this energy within themselves and give personal power away to external authorities in a death instinct. Even more interesting, he stated that his patients claimed that they felt like they were going to burst. They felt there was such a buildup of frustrated energy within them that they would react violently, do self harm or anything possible to find release from this terrible buildup of energy. It was simply not possible to tolerate it.

 

Jacob Boeheme spoke of hell in the same exact terms! He also spoke of The Wrath of God as being the lightning flash, the surge of destructive energy, that would finally flash between the two highly charged potentials when there was no other possible way of discharging the energy. He also termed The Wrath of God as being another name for Lucifer. Likewise, he spoke of heaven as a means of allowing this electrical discharge to happen more slowly, safely, and mildly and termed it “the love of God”.

 

Putting this all together we find that every atom, molecule, cell, and organ within our physical body is gushing forth energy from the very core of every atom, molecule, cell and organ. While Wilhelm Reich maintained that it was sexual energy that was creating this problem, or build up of pressure, we can see that literally all kinds of energy are building up within the body, abstract spiritual energy, concrete spiritual energy, abstract mental energy, concrete mental energy, upper emotional energy, lower emotional energy, etheric energy, sexual energy and all this energy must find some way to be released! Think of the energy that a child has! We were all like that at one time! The energy just flowed from us! We had to move around, tear around, use up that energy because it was unbearable to sit still!

 

But our parents forced us to sit still. They forced us to repress that energy, to turn it back inside as a repression and that repressed energy became destructive. This was especially true with sexual energy, which they tried to repress from the very beginning! And sexual energy was the most powerful energy of them all.

 

And so we live in a world today, a world that is a hell because the energy builds up inside of us and can find no healthy release. We feel as if we will burst or kill ourselves, or someone else and the energy is discharged and distorted in perverse ways. We try to cope with this buildup of energy by repression and non-movement, activities that gradually cause our physical bodies to age, become sick, and die.

 

But Jacob Boehme also told us what heaven was! Heaven was the process of releasing this energy in a more gradual way, through magnetism. This means by discharging the energy from our physical bodies directly into the astral, because the astral is the universe created of magnetic flux lines. By developing our astral bodies we create the resonant circuit that allows an infinite amount of energy to flow safely between our physical body and our astral body! From this it can be seen that heaven is experienced when we have developed both our physical body and all of our astral bodies!

 

In doing this we have shifted from a state of hell and Lucifer like destructive discharges to that of a milder and more loving universe of magnetic attraction and repulsion. When this happens the physical world becomes a beautiful reflection of the astral worlds.

 

This brings us back full circle to the question of how do we create the various astral bodies which are required? As I’ve mentioned before, this happens through the bittersweet process of falling in love and falling out of love through the mingling and sharing of opposite sex energy in which the male and female aspects of our own souls become balanced and stable. This can also happen through the Tantric process known as the left-hand path.

 

And what about tradition? Tradition is the blueprint, or pattern that exists within the astral planes and which tries to manipulate physical reality in its own image. What has not been correctly understood is that these patterns or blueprints are “ghosts” or shadows of events that have happened in the past. After a person dies their lifetime remains in the astral behind them as a pattern or shadow. History is circular and repeats itself and these patterns repeat themselves over and over again. Tradition is simply an attempt to follow the same pattern that has been successful in the past!

 

But the purpose of life is to grow and become more complex, to explore all possibilities, both good and bad! The blueprint or pattern that brings salvation one day must on some future day become a prison as it is outgrown. It is the task of the hero to create a new pattern, one that has never existed before! So, in today’s world not only has life become a living hell, but the traditional way of living no longer brings salvation! A new pattern or blueprint needs to be created and has been created!

Private Class Offering

Autumn Equinox Message

 

There is one week left until the autumn equinox. During this week last minute changes and additions are being made concerning the coming year. At the time of the autumn equinox the main events of the coming year will be locked into place. By the coming year I mean for the coming year until the fall equinox of 2015.

 

Traditionally, I have felt a great urgency to achieve some last-minute goals during this time. This year, I seem to have wrapped things up early and am not under pressure to get some specific task done. Still, I do feel the need to make use of this auspicious time. For that reason I am offering a small class with personal instruction and discussion among group members. I will accept no less than ten and no more than twenty participants. While there is no charge for this activity, there is the expectation of serious participation in discussion and group activities.

 

If you feel drawn to my material please consider taking advantage of this unique opportunity. I consider myself a reluctant teacher, only acting as such because I know through personal experience spiritual and metaphysical material and processes that are not known or made available anywhere else in the world today. If you have done something it is not bragging to speak of it. Today’s world is sick, modern society is sick. Wilhelm Reich speaks of the “emotional plague”. There is a way to break free from this sickness and I know that way through personal experience. I am willing to share what I know with those of my soul group that are serious and willing to work toward such freedom.

 

Christianity has called physical life upon this earth “the veil of tears”. Buddhism has called physical life upon this earth the path of sorrow. That was the old way! In this new eon physical life on this earth can be bittersweet, rich, deep, beautiful, and meaningful. This requires an acceptance and love of the bittersweet that life offers. The bitter and the sweet offer contrast to each other in a way that makes life poignant and precious. The purpose of life is to grow and become more complex, exploring all possibilities, both good and bad.

 

To explore all the possibilities that life has to offer requires a balanced spiritual, mental, emotional, physical and sexual life. It requires the creation and development of all possible astral bodies, and the ability to function creatively and positively upon all astral planes. It also requires a worldview or paradigm that is truly harmonious with today’s energies. I’m willing to share what I know about these things to help others achieve what I have achieved. With mastery comes responsibility, and I have achieved the mastery that I have long sought for.

 

The path that I teach is not the right-hand path, nor the left-hand path, but the path of triality; a path that has never been taught before. It is a path that is only for members of my own soul group, those that resonate with my energy and my words. It is a path of power and magic, health and healing, assertiveness and defense.

 

If you are drawn to participate in this class please email me at joebandel@gmail.com

I will let the cosmic decide if there is enough interest in this class to make it possible.

 

-Joe

The Face of God/dess

The face of Goddess

 

These things the Holy Spirit has revealed to me. The seventh seal has been broken and all stands revealed. God is not to be found million miles away from here. God is within everything and is everywhere. In the words of today God now stands revealed to us.

 

In the beginning there was the void. The light of God entered into the void. The darkness was not aware of the light of God. The light of God pressed more strongly into the void and the void pressed back. It is like when you push your finger into a balloon and the balloon presses back against your finger.

 

The light of God is expansive pressing outward into the void in all directions. This expansive light of God is called God the father. Because the light of God presses into the void a pressure is built up, a voltage is built up. But nothing happens. The pressure, the voltage, becomes unbearable. Something needs to happen, but nothing happens. This is the condition known as hell, when there is pressure, when there is voltage, but nothing happens. It is a hellish torment. Something must happen, and finally it does! Lightning strikes! A bolt of static electricity crosses, pierces the void, flashes back to the source. The lightning flash is destructive, is very powerful, is called the wrath of God and is also known as Lucifer. When there is no other way, when the pressure gets too great, the lightning strikes. The lightning crosses the gap that must be bridged.

 

God the father is the first part of the holy Trinity. It is the outward expansive light of the photon, of the light of God. It penetrates into the void. There must be a return of energy back to source. At first it is the flash of lightning, the wrath of God, Lucifer.

 

The void is God the mother and the flash of lightning, the wrath of God, Lucifer, issues forth from God the mother and returns to the light of God, to the source. Thus God the father is triune and consists of the light of God, the wrath of God, and union with God the mother.

 

The second part of the holy Trinity is the word of God, outward rotating magnetic field energy, vibratory energy. It goes outward in vibration and rotation in movement and causes movement within the void. In this manner the word of God creates through vibration. This vibration, this rotation, this movement is much more mild than the lightning strike, the wrath of God. The word of God creates a reaction, a counter movement in response. This counter movement rotates in an inward manner and produces an inward movement towards source which is called the love of God. The love of God issues forth from God the mother and moves to unite with God the father. Thus the word of God is triune and consists of the word of God, the love of God, and union with God the mother.

 

The third part of the holy Trinity is God the son or the Christ. When the outward word of God unites with the inward love of God the son of God is created. Outer rotating magnetic field energy combines with inward rotating magnetic field energy to create the first atomic particle, the hydrogen atom. Thus the nonphysical aspect of the hydrogen atom represents the son of God and the third part of the holy Trinity. The son of God is triune in nature consisting of the son of God, the element hydrogen, and the unity of the highest cosmic consciousness.

 

The holy Trinity is separated from the rest of creation by a great abyss. The son of God is the bridge to the rest of creation just as the physical sun is the physical light of the world and through its burning creates the next element helium. This is the first entrance of God into the physical world of creation.

 

The creation of helium completes the first inner electron ring of the atom and represents the throne of God upon which the son of God sits. This first inner electron ring also represents archetypal reality, or paradise. Before the fall Lucifer was to sit upon the throne of God or the place of the sun. After the fall the Christ is to sit upon the throne of God in the middle of paradise.

 

This first inner electron ring not only represents paradise, archetypal reality, but also the seat of the human soul and upon the death of the physical body the soul rises or attempts to rise to paradise where it will be welcomed by the Christ and all those that have been saved.

 

From this it can be seen that paradise is everywhere. That hell is everywhere. That God the father and the holy Trinity is everywhere within creation. It is within us, within each of us, and cannot be found separate from us. The holy Trinity is everywhere as the fountain or source of all creation.

 

The holy Trinity, the fountain or source of all creation, brought forth the other elements. That is to say, that the light of God, God the father, continued pressing into the void, pressing into the darkness and new elements were created one by one. In this manner the heavens were created, the first four electron rings around the atom. These were represented by hydrogen – abstract spiritual energy, helium – concrete spiritual energy, lithium, beryllium, boron, carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, fluorine, and neon – abstract mental energy; sodium, magnesium, aluminum, silicon, phosphorus, sulfur, chlorine, and argon – concrete mental energy.

 

This continued with the completion of the fourth electron ring and the elements potassium, calcium, scandium, titanium, vanadium, chromium, manganese, cobalt, nickel, copper, zinc, gallium, germanium, arsenic, selenium, bromine and krypton – upper emotional energies.

 

At this point something interesting happened, halfway through this cycle the void became aware of the light of God! The darkness reached out to the light and embraced it, pulled it into itself. The light of God tried to escape from the embrace of the darkness. There was a struggle within the fourth electron ring, the realm of the upper emotions, the realm of the heart, the realm of love.

 

So the first three electron rings or realms, were the heavens, the spiritual worlds, populated by the angels of God. The fourth electron ring became a place of struggle between the power of darkness and the power of life, between God the father and God the mother. All of the lower elements and the outer electron rings became the kingdoms of sin populated by devils. Everything below the level of the heart, below the fourth electron ring, below the upper emotional level, was of sin and to be avoided.

 

But Lucifer disobeyed God the father and plunged joyfully into the depths of God the mother instead of returning to God the father as he was supposed to. This was known as the fall of Lucifer. He lost his place in the holy Trinity upon the throne of God, but remained part of God the father, the wrath of God, the lightning bolt. He remained in the depths of God the mother until he will make his return to God the father. Actually, he has made his return to God the father and has been redeemed!

 

When we consider the atom with seven complete electron rings we see the face of God/dess and the face of creation. At its innermost center we find the holy Trinity with the Christ sitting upon the throne of God and surrounded by the three heavens. We find the center, the fourth ring, the heart, the seat of the soul or the human ego and we also see the three outer electron rings, the realms of the earthly kingdoms. And the very most outer ring is God the mother who contains all things within her, contains all elements within her, contains all life within her, and is the symbol of the DNA molecule, the gamete, sperm or ovum cell, the sign of life itself. She also contains within her the holy Trinity and all the heavens!

 

We find all of these things within us, and within each other, and within all living things, and thus we know that we are all part of God’s creation and that heaven and paradise are within us and not to be found somewhere else. We also find that the wrath of God and hell are within us as well. These are not external things that are kept away from us, but things within us that we turn away from.

Radical Satanism and the Holy Trinity

There is an eerie sensation in listening to the words of Jacob Boehme and the revelations of his mystic visions. This is particularly  true regarding the similarities between the OAK magical system based upon Dewey Larson’s reciprocal general field theory where all is created from vibratory motion. Everything matches except the stated goals concerning Christianity and its mission.

To summarize briefly the OAK system uses the non-physical or astral aspects of the elements, light and magnetism to explain spiritual and metaphysical phenomenon.

Thus the astral planes are divided into seven planes according to the seven possible electron rings around an atom. The innermost ring containing hydrogen and helium correspond to the abstract spiritual plane (hydrogen) and concrete spiritual plane (helium). Together these form the archetypal reality or Boehme’s throne of God.

The second electron ring is that of abstract mental energy or paradise and the third electron ring is that of concrete mental energy or that of heaven. Thus the soul is called to live in paradise and heaven or the mental planes as thought forms.

The fourth electron ring is that of upper emotional energy or of the heart and the ego/observer self. At this level the soul must choose after death to either rise into heaven and paradise as mental thought forms or to go to hell and be recycled at the lower astral levels.

But above the great abyss lie the holy trinity, God the father, God the Son and God the Holy Ghost. We see God the father as light or vibratory energy (with electricity or Lucifer as the Wrath of God.)

Rotating magnetic field energy expands outward and then collapses inwardly to create the divine waters of the firmament. Expansive North Pole rotating magnetic energy creates the upper firmament that separates creation from the water of the lower firmament below, (the Rotating South Pole magnetic field energies.) I also call these the spiritual planes and the magickal planes respectively. The upper waters are also called the Holy Ghost that sends out its powers over the earth.

When forced together with extreme effort all of these forces combine to create the third, the hydrogen atom or the Son of God. These three remain forever above the great abyss as the great fount of God and source of all creation. Thus we find God and the source of all creation within each and every atom, molecule and smallest part of creation. Surely God exists in all of creation, as does the Holy Trinity. Boehme shows God in his

glory as the Holy Trinity seated upon the Throne of God and surrounded by seven wheels, one within each other.

Yet hydrogen as the first element is the bridge to the material world of physical manifestation. Thus the Son of God is the bridge between God and Creation and no one can go to God except by going through the Son of God. But in the physical world the Son of God is also the physical sun whose light brings life to our world through nuclear fusion as hydrogen changes into helium and creates light!

Since mankind has lost its connection to the Holy Trinity/Source it can only be saved through Jesus the Christ or so the story goes! So Jacob Boehme reveals the divine plan to us for eternal life. We are to surrender to Jesus the Christ and he will act as intermediary between us and God so that we may live forever as mental thought forms, or at least for several thousands of years until we fade away into the light itself and our souls become extinguished completely!

Or perhaps we can follow the left-hand path of Lucifer and through the process of repeated falling in and out of love through the use of opposite sex energy develop the missing half of our souls, the opposite sex half of our souls, and create the divine androgyne who exists upon all levels of creation as a god or goddess in total freedom, this includes the mental and spiritual levels as well as the upper and lower emotional, etheric and sexual levels as well.

Whats going on here? The left-hand path of Lucifer (as well as the path of the Buddha) treat all of existence as bitter-sweet and teach the acceptance of the bitter-sweet in life in all its forms. This might also be seen as seeing all of existence as male/female and joined in love.

The Right-hand spiritual path of the Christ treat all of existence as good or evil in which one must choose between them for all of eternity. However, since duality exists in all things, these people take only the good in life and hope to shit out the evil on all the poor unsaved sinners. And in doing this hope to avoid the consequences of an unbalanced life through the “grace” of God. In this way all the “good” people get to live in eternal joy while all the “sinners” get to live in eternal torment!

This is all very strange when seen from the OAK matrix where it translates that “mental” energies are seen as “good” and “emotional, etheric and sexual energies” are seen as “evil”. Or even more bluntly, when the elements of Hydrogen through Krypton are ofparadise and heaven while elements  Rubidium through Xenon are indeterminate soul or egoistic elements and all the rest are Satanic and hellish! Seen in this perspective the Christian avoidance of life in the present for an eternal life as a mental thought form is simply bizzare!

 

 

 

 

God as Mother, the Fall of Lucifer and Earth’s Ascension

In crossing the great abyss almost thirty years ago it seemed like I fell into the Great Mother or Goddess. I pledged myself to serve her from that time on. So I have served Mother Earth, Gaia, through her ascension process against all interests and forces that would leave her and the life upon her behind. All life was going to ascend!

It was only today while listening to Jacob Boehme’s Aurora that I truly realized that God is Female! He was talking about God and the creation of Lucifer in such a way that I began thinking about harmonics. In his vision God contained all things and all things shared in all other things and fed each other like musical harmonics that strengthened and re-enforced everything else in a great song and harmony. I had no reason to doubt his visions, but considered his interpretation. His seven spinning wheels were definitely a symbolic depiction of the seven electron rings around the heaviest and most complete atom.

I had already determined that the way of creation was through the elements with the addition of one electron at a time in sequence, while another form of consciousness was not as complete, that of the noble gases or complete outer electron shells. Kabalistically these two paths are the path of the sword or lightning and the path of the serpent or return. I already associated the path of the sword with the male or masculine energies and the path of return with the female energies, but I was still thinking wrongly about it.

The path of creation was one element at a time as Dewey Larson described in his “Reciprocal Theory”. Each element was in harmony with all other elements and everything was in its true place. The path of the serpent is the path of creation and the path of the sword is the path of Lucifer.

To me, Jacob Boehme’s vision saw God as the Mother of all things, as female, as the most complete atom possible, containing all things in a harmonic way, and saw Lucifer as also having seven electron shells but those shells being empty or without life, just the shell of what God the mother was. This was a reversal of my own way of thinking about things but much more correct. God is female and Lucifer is male, not the other way around.

In only containing awareness of the seven noble gases Lucifer had no awareness of the other 111 elements even though they were within him and those other 111 elements sounded in discord and caused the strife and conflict in this world. This was taken as “pride”. But God the Mother was also in this world and struggled for harmony.

Lucifer’s lack of harmony caused the fall of him and his angels as well as the fall of the human race. As males they were too  proud and too strong to be a part of all things. They were not complete inside.

So the Christ took Lucifer’s throne and began the process of harmonizing the elements from the top down. But this could only be done to the spiritual planes, the abstract mental planes, the concrete mental planes and only partially at the upper emotional plane of the heart. At this level the disharmony became so great that all life below it was lost. This happened through ascension cycle after ascension cycle until it became the way. Those lower levels were always left behind, Mother Earth, Gaia, was always left behind and Lucifer was always left behind with Mother Earth, Gaia, whom he served and would not abandon or ever leave, even though he remained unable to harmonize all the elements into his own being. That is until the completion of this great cycle where Lucifer and Mother Earth, Gaia, have finally been harmonized and have ascended together with all life upon earth!

Together they have struggled against the Christ forces that have wanted to leave her and the lower life forms behind. This has been the nature of the struggle and the forces of all life have won! All of Gaia and all of her life forms are beginning to resound together in harmony and in harmonics of each other while it is now the Christ forces that are being pushed away in discord because they are unable to harmonize their own lower natures, unable to integrate their own shadow aspects.

In the OAK Energy Ball meditation each chakra or energy center is harmonized and phase-locked together so they are octaves and harmonics of each other. In following the left-hand path of spiritual rebirth using sexual energy new astral bodies are created that are in harmony with the female soul and with God, Mother Earth, Gaia. My group energy meditations or Healing/Prosperity Circles continue this phase-locking of chakras at the group level.

Ascension is about all parts resounding in harmony with all other parts. It is not about the individual. All life on earth is in the process of phase-locking together and pushing away all discordant elements. The lower levels have been joined and now it is only those levels at the heart and above that remain clouded. Seek to join your heart with Mother Earth my friends.

 

-joe

Radical Satanism and the Ego

The question now becomes, “How can we help others to develop and strengthen their souls, their egos?” We have defined it as the “observer self”. How can it be strengthened?

The answer to this question is pretty straight forward, developing one’s self esteem will strengthen their ego and their soul. How is self esteem developed? Through competency and the creation of values.

However, this is not as easy as it appears because of the insanity of modern society. The mental and emotional illnesses that remain unrecognized and unchallenged within modern society often work directly against this process! We will return to this later, but first need to suggest proven ways of developing competency and self esteem.

To put it bluntly, developing personal survival skills, the ability for self defense and training in basic first aid procedures do more to develop self esteem than anything else that is currently known. These three skills affect a person at such core levels that they are able to neutralize most negative and pathological programming.

The development of basic survival skills allows a person to feel comfortable in his or her ability to provide for  themselves and their family no matter what external circumstances might occur. They know themselves as “survivors” and because of knowing themselves as “survivors” they survive!

The same is true with basic self defense skills. The use of fear and intimidation is rampant within our society. We are taught to be afraid, not taught to be self-reliant. Fear and intimidation are powerful methods of coercive force used against us and the only way to rise above them is to have the ability to protect ourselves.

Consider these rather stupid examples: My father once asked me whether I stopped at stop signs because I was afraid of getting a ticket or afraid of being in an accident? I told him in no uncertain terms that I stopped at stop signs because there is collective agreement among drivers that this should be done. I did not do it out of fear! Or what about this other fear based slogan used by the Highway Patrol, “Click it or ticket!”

The more ability a person has to defend themselves, the less power fear and intimidation have over them.

Training in basic first aid procedures works in the same way. There is no feeling more awful than that feeling of helplessness when someone is injured and we don’t know what to do. There is a need for action and we are unable to do anything.

It should be abundantly clear how these three skills are of absolute importance in the process of developing self esteem. They not only act to empower a person but they also in many cases provide mental and emotional healing for the individual and help them to feel good about themselves.

Now consider our modern society. Does modern society encourage survival skills? On the contrary, it actively encourages specialization of skills with a corresponding stronger dependence upon others for various specialized functions. Can you see this as the continuance of the hive mind mentality which creates castes and hierarchy? Humanity is now evolving away from this, not evolving toward it! This is the old way, not the new way! This does not develop the ego or the soul, but develops non-ego and collectivity.

Does modern society encourage the development of self defense skills? On the contrary it actively discourages self defense claiming that law enforcement is to serve the function of defending society. The problem with this is that it is merely an idea, a concept that falls down in the confrontation with reality. Reality is the present moment and the requirement for self defense occurs within the present moment, not when the police arrive. Then its too late! We live in the present moment and need to react in the present moment. The police are never there in the present moment. Is that too hard to understand?

Well, how about basic first aid training? Does modern society support general training in basic first aid? You’ve got to be kidding. Even the police are by law now prevented from offering medical assistance at accident scenes. Someone might sue them! Forget about supporting the common bystander in this!

So does modern society support the development of self esteem in individuals or does it do all it can to actively hinder this process? Do social workers and the welfare system provide empowerment of individuals or dependency?

The Radical Satanist will answer that there is a sickness within modern society that tolerates and preserves just those very things that work to prevent development of the soul through the creation of self esteem and the strengthening of the ego. In an evolutionary sense modern society is trying to revert back to the hive mind where all but the ruling class are mindless robots without souls. Instead of drawing people into the present moment, the point of empowerment, it seeks to draw them away from the present moment at all costs, to some higher and more sacred cause which demands their sacrifice and life’s blood, to something in the future that will forever remain out of reach.

I have worked as a family crisis councilor and a children’s mental health social worker. Those organizations to which I belonged did try to help people get through immediate crisis but failed them long term. We now know what causes much mental and emotional illness within our world but refuse to do what must be done to teach and empower others. If others are empowered our sick society must then also become well and that is not politically correct. That is Satanic to even think about!

Radical Satanism and the Soul

For the first time a true understanding begins to emerge. In radical Satanism we understand the complete creation and balancing of the soul as the divine Androgyne, half male and half female, with an awareness that is able to span the entire spectrum of human existence from the spiritual light to the dark, earthy, pure black energy of life bringing sexuality itself.

This divine Androgyne is created through the wonderful and horrible process of falling in love and then falling out of love. In our world we can see the roots of violence and hatred as the frustrated responses of a blocked and unnatural human sexuality.

This divine Androgyne is a god or a Satan, the completion of the goal. But what is the beginning? What is the beginning of the soul? How does a person with a soul differ from an animal that does not have one?

Julian Jaynes in his book The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind gives us the answer. The simple soul or rudimentary soul is created as a byproduct of the ability to create an internal world that reflects the outer world. We have the ability to see ourselves within this internal world and thus the soul and consciousness or the normal human ego corresponds to the “observer self” in modern psychology. It is a product of the creative imagination. The abilities of the soul include art and symbolic thinking.

This creative soul is the evolutionary leap of humanity resulting from the invention of the written word, occurring for the first time only around 5000 BC. Prior to this time normal humans were not truly conscious and did not truly have souls. Those few humans that did have souls created traditional civilizations involving strict systems of hierarchy. Humanity consisted of herds or societies of group minds or hive minds directed by the leaders who were the only ones that had souls. This was the old way.

In today’s modern world this evolution is still taking  place and perhaps half of humanity has still not developed the “soul” in the terms specified above. By this I mean the ability to have an internal world and the ability to see one’s self creatively within this internal world.

This is associated with the written word and reading comprehension. I work part time as a driving instructor and about one half of the students taking driver’s ed today have difficulty with comprehending what they read. This cuts across all social levels of society. This is the modern problem as well as the ancient problem. How can as many people as possible develop their souls so that some part of it can continue on after death?

Once more Julian Jaynes clarifies this for us. The person without a soul, an observer self or an ego can still function almost normally within society. They can be intelligent, learn rapidly and be highly skilled, but they are not dreamers! They are literal! Their awareness remains in the physical world except when forcibly torn from it through intoxication, drug use or crisis. They rely entirely  upon memory and repetition of what has worked in the past. When confronted with unfamiliar situations they remain helpless unless told what to do by an “external authority” or “higher power”. Instinctively these people feel the need to “escape” and to have their “souls” torn from this perpetual present moment through spiritual or artificial experiences. They do not understand that the only safe path of doing this is by “falling in love and falling out of love”.

It is only the radical Satanist that can creatively and explosively learn to find solutions “outside the box” and more completely develop the powers of their souls. In doing this they are always outsiders and not herd animals. They are true individuals! Only a person with a soul can travel the heroic path of radical Satanism!

 

 

Julius Evola and Radical Satanism

Julius Evola and Radical Satanism

 

I am indebted to Julius Evola’s books “The Metaphysics of Sex” and “The Yoga of Power” to help consolidate this radical approach to modern Satanism. In these books Evola makes clear that many esoteric traditions of the east and the west taught of the creation of an “immortal physical body” through the use of sexual energy. Sexual energy used in a horizontal fashion created physical children. Sexual energy used in a vertical fashion created the “immortal physical body” that was the culmination of self-deification. This was how to become a god or Satan.

Przybyszewski’s “Synagogue of Satan” is kind of misleading to say the least. His fiction is something else entirely and best illustrates what I call “German Satanism”.

In sharing this I’m hoping that modern Satanists might consider this new approach as a valid way of soul development and a way to develop magickal power. Here is an excerpt from one of Przybyszewskis’ writings that is more representative.

 

I write: you should spare me this reproach, but of all things I dare not hope for it. I am only capable of saying this much , that in the entire Middle Ages such revelations of the soul were consistently found only in the area of the religious life, and I can only say as little on this fact, that in our time the soul itself is only revealed to one another in relation to the sexes. You can reproach the soul for that, not me. For all other phenomenon of the soul as well as so-called “white magic” are to be eliminated in the same way as is the earlier in the area of religious life.

 

When I speak of the revelations of the soul in the sex life, naturally I’m not thinking of the bland, brave, comical – spicy eroticism of a Guy de Maupassant, nor the sweet – repulsive ready-made petticoat poetry of a Peter Nansen, nor the sated indifference of the marriage bed. What I mean, is the painful, fear filled awareness of a nameless, terrible power, that throws two souls together and seeks to join them in pain and torment, I mean the intense torment of love, in which the soul breaks, because it is not able to merge with that of the other, I mean the enormous feeling of depression in love, where man feels the activity of 1000 generations in his soul, 1000 centuries of torment and again the torment of these generations, that destroy the future in a frenzy of rutting passion, I think only on the soul’s side in the life of love: the unknown, puzzling, great problem, which Schopenhauer seriously brought forth for the first time in his “metaphysics of love”, yet really with little success, because logic and reason is not sufficient for the illogical soul. Our time, which has no problems which have not already been redeemed through the “deepest spirit, only knows love as an economic and sanitary question, and it is entirely natural, that for the bourgeoisie love only more or less consists of the blissful path to the financial and medically regulated marriage bed. So it happens that the deepest souls and problems of life have only been found by an exceptionally few thinkers. And strangely enough, it is precisely in such a time that an artist – of all things in the area of the “visual” arts – should arise, who has penetrated far deeper into the terrifying secrets and abysses of the sexual life than any philosopher before him: Félicien Rops.

If I may dare to put my own spin on this, German Satanism is about male/female relationships and about how to use them to create the sacred androgyne or male/female soul often characterized as Satan. Roughly speaking we feel an emptiness in our souls as if part of us is missing and we long for it more than we long for anything else in the world. Then we meet someone of the opposite sex and we are struck as if by lightning! There is a massive spark between us and we are both aware of it since it works both ways. But it is largely a subconscious attraction and this relationship may be physical, sexual or platonic or even over the internet. In any case male energy flows to the female and female energy flows to the male. As the energies of both souls mingle within both bodies each soul grows and we become more “complete” than we were before. This other person completes us and through their shared energy we gradually become complete in ourselves as well through the development of our own opposite sex aspect.

But our shadow aspects mingle as well and our greatest fears mingle with our partners greatest fears to create “Satan” whom we are ultimately forced to confront and then integrate. In this process we are horrified to find that our partner is not the exact soulmate that we believed. It is not an exact fit and the pain of this betrayal often destroys the relationship after the spark is gone. Thus we are forced apart and love dies. Or we may choose to accept those things we have in common and also those things that are not the same and remain together after the spark has died.

We might call the above a fairly normal love cycle, but when tantric sexual practices force sexual energy into the astral this cycle escalates to incubus and succubus attacks/sexual relations that might be terrifying as they come from the “Combined Shadow Aspects” and seem “Satanic” or demonic. Things happen with much more force and perhaps even violence.

This is how I have experienced the cycle:

When one thinks of magical power they might also think of personal influence. How large is your circle of influence? That is a question each one of us should seriously think about. The beginning of a scarlet woman or soulmate cycle begins with an energetic expansion of your personal circle of influence. This might be through joining an organization, meeting new people, going to a support group, writing a book or blog or any number of things. The important thing is that you are sharing parts of who you are with other people in a vulnerable way. As your energy mingles with that of these new people you receive energy back from them as well. This seems to be an almost mathematical process where you will be drawn to your new magical partner after you have shared yourself and your energy with enough new people. This has happened with every cycle I have experienced and it seems to be how these things get started along with the generation of sexual energy.

Once you have met your new magical partner an astral link is created and energy begins to flow back and forth through this link. The relationship may be a physical sexual relationship, may be a casual acquaintance, may be a platonic relationship, or may even be over the Internet but in all cases an energetic connection is created and energy flows in both ways through this connection.

This two-way flow of energy is that of one’s shadow aspect going out and making contact with the others shadow aspect. This happens in dreams like ordinary sexual dreams which everyone has except these may be more intense, vivid, and frequent. While each person will have dreams about the other, investigation shows that the dreams are not mutually experienced. What one dreams the other does not remember and vice a versa.

These dreams continue over a length of time stretching from weeks to in some cases years depending upon the level of astral energy being worked with. The lower levels take much longer than the higher levels. It may be months between one dream and the next, perhaps only two a year. With each dream a new astral cord is established between the two people until they are connected together at all 118 levels of the astral planes, one cord for each element. In all cases I have experienced this particular type of dream with my partner of that cycle in which these cords extended between the two of us almost like a zipper binding us together.

The next stage appears to be when the female completes the development of her own astral body and becomes pregnant with an astral child which she gives birth to. In the first cycle this vision of a newborn child was extremely vivid complete with umbilical cord and body fluids. Later cycles did not contain this graphic element but in all cases I began operating out of a new astral body which was created from increasingly dense astral material and having more pronounced physical features.

The next stage of this cycle is the maturation of this child and the development of its appropriate magical powers for this level of its existence. As these powers were developed a personal timeline was created within that astral level. I might add that magical attacks and duels seemed to be the rule of the day, but I always won. There always seemed to be love triangles or fighting with other males for this energetic connection.

Following the completion of a personal timeline for the male the next stage was the creation of a world by the female. What happened is that the female seemed to make use of the timeline and using it as a frame or skeleton began to flesh it out completely as an entire world containing that timeline. This seems to be validated by the fact that many of the women I’ve asked tend to dream in environments, while my dreams rarely contain complete environments, but only as much as required to complete the dream sequence. I might add that this does appear to be changing as time goes by and my dream environment becomes more complex.

This completes the cycle as I have understood it and experienced it and my magical partner and I soon separated as if forcibly pushed apart to begin the next cycle.

In summary the cycle is as follows: expanding one’s circle of influence through personal sharing, making some type of contact with the magical partner, repeated dream sequences of a sexual nature establishing astral links at all levels binding the two of us together, completion of her newly created astral body, pregnancy and birth of an astral child which became in turn my new astral body, the development of my new astral powers and a personal timeline within that astral layer, and finally the spontaneous creation by the female of a complete astral world which contained my personal timeline, and then being forcibly separated.

 

I think of this cycle as the true Satanism or Left-Hand Path that develops all aspects of the soul and creates the male/female androgyne. As I mentioned before natural and healthy human sexuality on steroids. With each cycle completed a portion of the soul has become individuated and no longer seeks its opposite because that part at least has become balanced within the soul itself. It takes several cycles to complete this balancing of the soul.

This is the path of the hero because one must confront their greatest fears and conquer them!